(formerly) lostinmaine

mynameismelina:

i’m so done with this town. I just went to a halloween party that was supposedly “sick” and I thought it was so lame… why do people feel the need to get trashed to the point where they can’t control themselves anymore? There’s no conversation, there’s nothing interesting going on.. just a bunch of drunk, lame, small-town kids in a small town world. Not for me. I can’t wait for next year.

Silly, Melina! It was sick, there was vomit on the floor!

just kidding I have no idea, but it was PROBABLY a shit show.

fuckin’ high school drunks

glad we’re not one of them ( <— I feel like that statement is not grammatically correct?)

longest day of my life. performed two shows of August, i’m dead. no, another one tomorrow too. thinking i don’t really want to be an actor anymore.

i can’t wait to start living my life. it’s going to be so great.

-___-

acutally, no i won’t answer, cause that’s creepy as fuck

get me out of here. high school needs to be done. i hate coming here everyday. bored out of my mind, i can’t sit still in class, im going to go crazy. school assignments… i feel myself getting stupider just by being here. i could seriously learn more sitting at home watching documentaries, reading books and going to the museum. self education. i wonder if i could get a waver to home school for the rest of the year….the people at this school are so dumb, i can’t deal. my classes are too easy…if i was actually being challenged i might be getting A’s because maybe i’d actually give a shit enough to do my assignments. if i was really learning anything, i might actually be interested in focusing. but everything is just a repeat of everything else i’ve already learned, so no, i don’t want to do any of this. i can’t bring myself to write one more essay on the protestant reformation or shakespeare for the rest of the year…can you tell me the fucking point of this.

i’m going to have a break down

after eighteen years of struggle, i have obtained my license to drive.

happy day.